Are my memories true or false? I thought they where false, exasperated by myself to stop me from loving you.

It all turned out to be true ..

I ask myself over and over again ”Can I do this without you?” and I always acquire the same answer.

- I have done it all my life, you were never more than an evanescent shadow.           You never let me inside of you, not even when I needed you most. I am sorry. But I do not know you at all, after all this years. You were just an illusion – an illusion that now fades away.

Fear and anxiety are the only things I can remember, even when I reach for you. When I try to remember how it was years ago I can not find any joy or happiness. Why? Am I uncapable of loving someone?

No I am not, actually the opposite. I have loved you, maybe I still do. But it was never enough – you had me in your heart, a special place just for me, and even if I knew it I never felt it. So I told you goodbye, and now I am leaving.            I am not sure if I will tell you, if you would like to know.?

Annoyance and love goes hand-in-hand.      

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